It was a dream about us being those special sandpit friends
in a nice love-unity
and joy
of building something
together
without hitting each other with a spade on the head
and scheming to destroy your underground tunnels
when everything seemed to go great
conspiring with the district gang
how to win over me
I had a dream of us being different then them
But those things are impossible
how could I forget that you are the only child
all this mistrust
and
ego trips
I retreat
to the very end of the park
to talk with the sunshine instead
and play with pebbles and dirt
but then
the anger at your murderous betrayal
hits me
so
I
watch you and your gang
delaying my revenge
don’t you think I forgot
about hate
not yet