Should I kill myself or have a cup of coffee? –
said Camus
the guy who didn’t love life
too much
I really can’t make up my mind
should I kill myself or have my Piper Methysticum tea instead?
my illegal nectar
in this sad and absurd place
from where I came
It’s just too much today
the door of the world is closing
why should I be hopeful
and lie myself to sleep
that tomorrow will be better
but it never is, not here
Should I kill myself or wait
again
fear daze connection lost
unavailable
silent hatred
Should I kill myself today
It just hurts too much
to be in New York tonight
where nothing seems to go well
but at least my illegal tea
is free at this place
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